nadiathesaint: (rambaldi)
Nadia had spent much of the night pacing back and forth across the circle. Partially to wake up her left foot, which kept falling asleep on her, partially just to keep warm as it had gotten quite cold by around 4 am, and partially just to keep herself from falling asleep.

Now, though, she was seated again. Her hunger, overnight, had grown from an inconvenience to almost making her stomach hurt. Her throat was dry, and her body was stiff and aching from walking for most of yesterday.

It was hard to believe, looking back, that she'd ever managed five years on the street, when the hunger pains, the aching body, and the cold and lack of sleep were things she dealt with every day. Life in Fandom had made her somewhat soft, she supposed. She'd grown too used to eating regularly, sleeping on a mattress, and central heating.

Still, she was determined to do this, and to do it right, so she sat throughout the morning and into the afternoon, watching the patterns the sunlight etched across the water and listening to the sounds of the preserve.

After several hours, she became aware of another sound, behind her and to her left, the sound of water rushing over rocks, and of footsteps through the pine needles.

"Dammit, Walter, I told you not to come until tomorrow," she said, turning to look.

It wasn't Walter )

When Nadia awoke back to her body, the sun had set, and the moon, just past the halfway point of waxing full, illuminated the clearing.

She was stiff and sore again, hungry and thirsty and very, very tired.

But it didn't matter. She slowly pushed herself to her feet, and something glinted, catching her eye.

It was a round stone, smoothed over by years of water flowing over, around, and through it. A river rock with a hole running through it, lopsided and off center. It was just smaller than her palm, maybe 2 1/2 inches in diameter, and only a quarter inch thick at its thickest point. It was a comforting weight in her hand and she tossed it into the air once, catching it with a solid "thwap" into her palm. After a moment's thought, she went to her pack at the edge of the cirlce and pulled out a small length of twine. She looped it around and through the hole in the rock. As she bent over, something fluttered from her hair.

A feather. Sleek, shining, damp, and black. A duck feather. She smiled, threading it into the knot as she tied the twine to the river rock. Then she slipped the twine through her belt loop so that the rock and feather hung just at the center of her left hip. She had enough necklaces, but she felt she should keep these things. It was her own little medicine bag.

She looked out over the water as the wind began to pick up, a soft smile on her face, then she bent over and put her boots back on, put her blankets away, and lifted her pack onto her shoulder.

She'd be getting back early. Wouldn't Walter be surprised.

[ooc: that Nadia is out on the preserve is fine for broadcast. Anything she sees or does here is NFB, since the vast majority of it isn't technically physically happening, anyway. Not for interaction, though OOC commentary is always welcome, if you can't make it past the tl;dr. Mucho thanks to [livejournal.com profile] untouchableskin for helping me figure out Nadia's spirit animal. The Narcolepsy plot is now complete, yay!]
nadiathesaint: (squirrel)
After a day of hiking in circles trying to decide what might be a good spot to settle in for a few days, Nadia finally found it. She knew it was what she was looking for immediately, though she wouldn't be able to tell you how she knew.

It might have been the stones that described a loose, broken circle in the clearing. It might have been the spot's position over a low, sharp slant down to the water. It might just have been that she was damned tired of hiking and that it was starting to get cold again.

Whatever it was, this was her spot. She set up a bed of pine needles in the center of the circle, pulled the blankets out of her pack, and lay one of them down on the pine needles. Then she settled herself in, making sure that she could get to her pack quickly if she had to, despite it being outside of the circle, and wrapped her second and third blankets over her shoulders, pulling her hood up over her head. She pulled off her boots and tossed them outside the circle as an after thought, and tucked her socked feet under her body, setting her hands down between her folded legs and . . . just sat.

If she got too cold sitting, she figured she could get up and pace. But the blankets were good insulators, and she was comfortable enough for the time being.

[ooc: establishy only. That Nadia's on the preserve is fine for broadcast, but any details of what she's doing or what she sees out here are NFB, thanks.]
nadiathesaint: (in the dark)
Nadia was dressed in several layers of her warmest clothes and carrying a small pack with extra blankets, a canteen, a compass, the GPS tracking device, and the simple weapons she'd promised Walter she'd bring. She took a quick drink from the canteen and looked out over the trees.

She realized with a start that she was starting off from almost the same point where she'd found Cally after she'd been attacked.

Still, coincidence. It couldn't really mean anything. She pulled a slip of paper from the back of her jeans, and softly read the words written on them to the pre-dawn quiet.

cut for research babble )

She refolded the paper and tucked it back in her pocket, taking a deep breath of the cool air. "//I really hope this works,//" she muttered softly, and then started into the forest.

[ooc: establishy only. Stay tuned here to see the results of Nadia's vision quest, should you be so inclined. The prayer is from RED DAWN "Walk Softly, O My Sisters, O My Brothers," found here]
nadiathesaint: (rambaldi)
Her conversation with Aziraphale after their possession and meditation experiment was starting to weigh on Nadia's mind. The sleepover had provided her with a nice distraction for awhile, but she'd spent most of the day wondering about that green-lit room that Aziraphale had seen, and worrying over the fact that someone might be blocking or messing with her dreams.

So, despite the fact that she'd told Aziraphale she'd have someone with her if she tried to meditate again, she sat herself down crosslegged on a bed in room 502/4/6 (which she supposed she ought to start referring to as her bed in room 502/4/6), lit a small tea light candle on the nightstand, and settled herself in for a good meditate.

She had no plans to revisit the dreams, this time, so she figured she'd be safe.

She was . . . mostly right )

Outwardly, it looked only as though Nadia sat still and quiet, doing nothing but looking at the flame of a candle. Furrball climbed up on her lap, curled himself up, and fell asleep.

Then, after several minutes, her head snapped back, her eyes rolled up, and she seemed to almost vibrate, inhaling loudly. Then she slumped, falling back onto the bed, her eyes closed.

Furrball awoke, mewed at her once, poked at her hand with one paw, then climbed up onto her chest, stuck one paw on her chin, and fell back asleep.

Nadia started to snore.

[ooc: mostly establishy, but the roommates are more than welcome to react to Nadia's odd behavior. Or, yes, draw on her while she sleeps. So long as she can wash it off tomorrow morning.]
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
This dream comes from here

It was the little things, really. The cow shaped coffee creamers, the dogs dressed in police outfits, pretty much anything with a face, all talking, singing, shouting, laughing at the same time.

Enough to drive anyone mad, really.

Was it any wonder that, despite the men and women in blue breathing down Jaye's neck, she was rolling her eyes and fidgeting and hissing back at them.

Yeesh.

Except that, just now, Nadia was one of those women in blue, and she was supposed to be watching Jaye while they waited to see if anyone would post bail or if they should try interrogating her again. So Nadia was leaning against the frame of the one-way mirror, looking in on Jaye who could not possibly look back out at her and wondering what on Earth had happened to make the "Mean Girl" look quite that crazy.

Well, you know, other than the talking animals.

Jaye could not possibly see Nadia or any of the others in the room with her, because her side of the mirror was a mirror, and Nadia's side was a window. Simple physics, and Nadia knew this beyond a doubt, but she had the stragest feeling that while Jaye stood on the other side of that thing, she was looking directly at her.

"It's all in your head, though," said a voice from behind her, and Nadia turned. It was Charlie Kawalsky, his back facing her, sitting at the edge of the hospital bed.

The patient in the bed didn't look like they had much longer to go, judging by the number of machines.

Still, Kawalsky and the patient were watching a movie, and it was obvious to Nadia that they were both trying to make the best of it. One of those crazy cop-out-of-water things, lots of explosions in some drug-riddled tropical "paradise". It was a footchase on, right now, past pink buildings and palm trees while ridiculous eighties electronica filled the room.

Behind her, Jaye banged on the one-way mirror, but Nadia ignored her.

"He's not going to make it," someone said, and Nadia nodded. Kawalsky was gone now, but that made sense, since he was being chased down on the bad cop-out-of-water flick, and he couldn't be in two places at the same time.

Looked like he might get caught, too.

Jaye banged louder and Nadia could hear her muffled shouting. "Hey! Hey, New Girl! Let me out of here, alright?"

She turned to tell Jaye there wasn't anything she could do, not without losing her job, but the one way mirror wasn't behind her, any more.

Or, rather, it still was, and it was staying behind her, no matter which way she turned, so she had to tune her out and focus on what she could see, instead, which was the TARDIS.

Nadia was in a hospital room in a police station in the TARDIS.

Yeah, that made sense. . . .

There was a blonde woman Nadia half recognized standing in front of the main panel, and a chain running past Nadia and out the door (which was a one way mirror window to where Jaye was being kept next to the hospital bed and the TV where Kawalsky was getting caught, of course). The chain yanked, the blonde woman grumbled, and part of the TARDIS gave way.

A brilliant, bright golden white light spilled from the machinery and wrapped and zapped deep into the blonde woman, seeming to set the world on fire. A strange, mechanical wheezing noise began, and the TARDIS started to fade even as Jaye banged harder on her window and Kawalsky was tackled to the ground by marines on the television and Nadia in her blue police/orderly spacesuit/uniform just stood in the middle of it all, watching it wash over and into each other like waves, until the light on the blonde girl and the noise from the talking animals, and the light and noise of the cop-out-of-water movie all slammed into her at once and she was lost.
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
After her class, Nadia had puttered around a bit, then headed back to her room to work on her song.

But, see, Furrball was taking a nap on her pillow, snoring little kitty snores, and he just looked so comfy that she had to join him.

Of course, naturally, shortly after she fell asleep, she started to dream )

She sat up in her bed, the scream ripping at her throat, and before she'd even realized she was awake, she was stumbling out of bed and grabbing her jacket to pull over her layered shirts, struggling into it even as she stumbled into the door and bolted out into the hallway, headed for the stairs and then to the preserve.

She hadn't heard anything about Cally being attacked on the radio. She might be in time, this time. Maybe she could keep it from happening.

She just had to be fast enough.

[ooc: not open for IC interaction, as Nadia has headed right back out of the room. Wheee!]
nadiathesaint: (rambaldi)
from this thread

At first it was just a roar of sight, sound, and emotion: dread, fear, panic, a trupmeting, a cackling, the sound of someone crying. The world jerked and blurred down around her, snapping into place with a jolt that left her dizzy.

Jake stood before her, turning rapidly in a circle, getting more and more desperate as he did.

"No," he muttered. "No. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Darth Vader cleared his throat and held out a hand expectantly. Nadia tried to move forward to see what was wrong, but the room jerked and blurred and snapped again, and this time she was in a strange, dark metal room. A decrepit white hand reached from a deep black robe, shooting lightning across at someone just behind and to the right of Nadia. She turned to watch Luke fall, twitching and screaming, to the ground as electricity crackled around him.

Jerk, blur, snap, and she's back to Jake. His hands are shaking. He holds an empty mug.

Jerk, blur, snap, and there's Luke, twitching and screaming.

Jerk, blur, snap, scream. Jerk, blur, snap, scream. Jerk, blur, snap, stamp, trumpet.

Wait, what?

There's an elephant.

And Mel.

And . . . babies. . . .

"Oh come on," Nadia protested. "That doesn't even begin to make sense!"
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
Nadia hadn't dreamed since Alfred gave her the dreamcatcher. But even a well made dreamcatcher couldn't get everything. Some dreams were too small and slipped through the net. Some it just wasn't strong enough to stop.

A bitter sense of resolution (or Warning: cut for somewhat violent dream!) )

Nadia’s eyes flew open and she brought both arms up to block her face . . . and nearly brained herself on her own cast. She searched the alcove frantically for a moment, before remembering where she was and slowly lowering her arms. She rolled onto her side.

The dreamcatcher was broken.

Damn.

She was going to have to talk to Pip.
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
Hi all! Those who've been here awhile will remember about Nadia's bizarro dreaming thing after VillainCon. Those who haven't, that info lives here (that post contains season 4 Alias spoilers. for spoiler free explanation, email me).

why I'm bringing this up again )

So, um, yeah. Just thought I'd offer that up again.
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
wish your heart makes my butt )

Nadia woke up gasping for breath and sat upright in the bed, her hand flying to the left side of her neck where the glass in the dream had cut her.

It took her a few moments to realize that, no, this was definitely not her room.

And that was definitely Walter at the other end of the bed.

Huh.
nadiathesaint: (listless)
After her chat with Pippi, Nadia headed back to her room, where she flopped over onto her bed and stared at the ceiling for awhile.

Furrball jumped up and nudged her hand with his nose.

"You're going to class on Thursday," she told him.

"Mew," he said.

Well, let's hope that was an agreement.

[ooc: for Sydney, to be slow played because omg, have to go to bed!]
nadiathesaint: (what?)
Nadia got back to her room to be greeted by a rather annoyed cat sitting in front of his empty food dish. She hurried over to feed him, spouting apologies as she went, only to slip on an envelope that had been sitting in the doorway.

"What the . . . ."

She picked it up and turned it over in her hands a few times. It had her name written across the front, and her room number, but no return address and no stamp. She shrugged and opened it )

And then sat there, on the floor, staring down at the letter for a long moment before Furrball's mewing brought her back to reality.

She quickly got some food for her cat, then went to put Sloane's letter away in her desk drawer with the one she'd brought back with her from the hotel.

Well, that just gave her even more to think about. She flopped down onto the floor and stared up at the ceiling.
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
flash )

Nadia sat up and frowned.

Okay, what the hell was that?

She rolled over and went back to sleep.

[ooc: Song used was "Chop Suey!" by System of a Down]
nadiathesaint: (dead)
It was a dark and stormy night )

Nadia sat up in bed, gave a single gasp, then slumped slightly, her face twisting in confusion. "Alphonse is going to become a robot?"

This has already happened.

She sighed, then grabbed the key Walter had given her. She'd slept in, odds were good that Al was up and even better that he was in his room.

This time she wasn't going to wait around for answers.
nadiathesaint: (drama queen)
Nadia may have spent the afternoon on the roof spending quality time with a carved up apple and some of the remains of her purchase from the corner boys from last week.

Which would certainly explain why she was staring at an episode of AKA with new appreciation, fascination, and understanding.

It would also explain why, twenty minutes into the episode, she was fast asleep and dreaming )

ooc )
nadiathesaint: (emo)
Nadia got back to her room after class and flopped down on her bed, as was becoming habit. She thought about maybe calling Xander to make sure he was okay, but that seemed silly. It was still possible that her dreams were just dreams, however weird they were.

Instead, she called Walter, because she was pretty damned sure he wasn't okay, then lay back on her bed.

Her eye caught the book she'd bought from Mr. Giles, seemingly years ago. She'd never finished reading it.

She picked it up and turned it over a few times. It had been really good. Said a lot of stuff that had seemed true. She propped it open on her pillow and started to read.
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
Nadia went to the library )

Her alarm clock started screaming.

Not literally, of course. But it had somehow been switched from music to beeping, and the shrill, electronic noise blended into the remembered scream from her dream as she sat up and switched it off.

She swung her legs off the side of the bed, then leaned forward, closing her eyes and resting her face in her palms.

". . . But what happens?" she asked the empty room. "What use is it making me dream that, if you don't tell me what happens to him?"

The room, of course, did not answer. Unless you counted Furrball mewing for his food.

Nadia sighed and got out of bed. Another day, another fifty thousand questions.

ooc )
nadiathesaint: (when I awoke)
Nadia dropped her new swim suit (which had cost pretty much the rest of her money for the week) on the floor and flopped over onto her bed.

She had worked very hard on being normal and cheerful all day after hearing Barbossa mention her little "swimming incident" on the radio, and she was exhausted.

She wasn't going to let herself fall asleep yet, though. She had no idea if she would dream again when she did. She had no idea why didn't dream last night.

She was rather worried that she had, and it was so bad that her mind just refused to remember it.

Which, if her theory that she was dreaming things that needed to be fixed were true, was a very, very bad thing.

She contemplated calling Walter, but didn't want to worry him if this was just her getting better. So instead she grabbed her teddy bear, lay on her back, and stared up at the ceiling.

That was doing something, right?

[ooc: anyone who wants to drop by, go ahead. If not? that's cool, too.]
nadiathesaint: (what?)
Nadia had quietly woken up to her alarm that morning. She'd fed Furrball, picked out clothes for the day, and taken a shower.

She was midway through brushing her teeth when it occurred to her.

She didn't dream last night.

Or, at least, if she had, she didn't remember any of it.

For some reason, this frightened and worried her almost as much as the dreams themselves did.

Well, hopefully Bridge would call her back today, and she could get this whole thing figured out, once and for all.

[ooc: she's not necessarily done dreaming. She is getting time off for good behavior, as I have nothing cracked to show her today yet.]
nadiathesaint: (emo)
After getting back from Empire Records, Nadia headed back up to her room. Lucas was right. She did have a lot to think over.

It was time she stopped letting whatever was happening to her control her. It was time to do something about it. Something positive, this time. So she called Bridge.

Then she grabbed her guitar, spent about twenty minutes tuning it, and started to play.

Because Pip was right, too. )

[ooc: open for whoever might decide to stop by.]

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